Friday, December 18, 2009

unnecessary boringness

I can’t seem to bring myself to write anything remotely interesting lately, even though I have a remarkable amount of crazy ideas flinging every which way in my very sniffly, cold riddled heed; ideas that are making me l to the o to the l at random increments throughout my days, startling not only lone bystanders that flinch in my direction as I blast a dart of sound barrier breaking Kelly style guffaw their way (at no fault of their own, mind you, just an inconvenient consequence of awesomeness if they were only enlightened enough to see). I am sick! I am flying very, very far away in 4 days and I am totally stuffed out!

I just spent the morning reading stranger blogs, one of my favorite pastimes, by folks so much more bark over bite than me. Inspiring, yes. Motivating, no. The problem these days is that I need to take a timeout from my laptop. Lappy, you are one of the best friends a gal like me could have. You answer all of my annoying questions, you let it be OK when I just need to procrastinate even when I tell everyone else I’m totally slammed, you are a beacon of hope when silence tries to get its freak on with me, but alas, we are this close to Christmas time and I think I need a little silence kit to keep me sane whilst I kick the nuggets out of this ridiculous cold; I need to think about presents and fireplaces and cozy time with family I now only see 2 times a year. Presents. Oops. I have to get on that.

The following is a list of items I would be presenting this Christmas would I have been better prepared:






Wednesday, December 09, 2009

noon on a wednesday

Up at 6 am, listened to an interview promotion on NPR with Morgan Freeman and Clint Eastwood for a new Nelson Mandela flick, nice to hear 2 old friends have a chuckle at inside jokes as they take the piss out of their clueless host. Do the morning crossword, drink a pot of coffee, head to work. Hit traffic near the entrance to Jaws where epic waves have been breaking 50 feet over the past few days, mend my broken heart for having to miss it, along with the once-every-30-years Eddie Aikau madness happening over on Oahu. Take the long way to work so I can pass Hookipa and see the water, have sudden and burning desire to get better at surfing, stat. Roll into the job to the soundtrack of “when doves cry,” finish daydream about holding a mix-making contest for Martians that have never heard earthling music and giving Prince a gold medal, head into the 100 year old home that is now my office and make some cinnamon raisin toast. Gab with a co-worker about going back to school to learn more about graphic design and start to plan spring break for the kids. Devise art projects based on the theme “A Space Odyssey: Robots, Martians and Moon Boots, Oh My!” before calling a bunch of teachers to sell them on my ideas. Meet with a ceramicist about redesigning a course for at-risk youth, design an ad for annual fundraiser based on the theme “Bourbon Street Ball,” edit a grant proposal for a new web content management system, eat half of a 1lb burrito and quickly regret it. 

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

What's Your Story?

Last week I participated in National Philanthropy Day at the Sheraton Waikiki Hotel, the aim of which is “to recognize and pay tribute to the great contributions that philanthropy—and those people active in the philanthropic community—have made to our lives, our communities and our world.”

Joined by 400+ colleagues in nonprofit management with missions focused on a wide variety of causes ranging from social justice and conservationism to cancer research and providing safe havens for abused children, this 2-day conference was an invigorating way to connect with what was largely a non-arts group of extraordinary individuals with one important common characteristic: a passion for our work.

It’s no secret that nonprofit workers are gravely underpaid throughout the entire sector, which calls for a staff that very personally relate to the organizational mission. Board members volunteer their time and energy (hence the term “nonprofit”) to govern (what are largely) small businesses and protect the financial viability of their programs & services. Community members step up to the plate to contribute in any way they can. Many constituents donate time, products, services and, of course, money to see to it that these missions are carried out in their respective communities. While many of these people serve very different purposes, they are ultimately exhibiting a strong sense of philanthropy in support of a common cause.

As I networked with conference participants, trained with expert instructors and listened to the inspiring words of foundation panelists and exemplary nonprofit innovators, it occurred to me that the mission of my arts education organization may not be as easily recognized as us nonprofit arts education advocates may think. Example: I have just listened to a health reform executive director describe his latest fundraising effort to install a Skype-like application in the hospital rooms of terminally ill patients unable to say goodbye to their loved ones living thousands of miles away when he takes a look at my name badge and says, “wow, the arts, huh? How’s THAT going in this economy?” Despite the clear recognition that he and I were plainly doing work of a different scale, my response was, “Great, actually.” It seems that many folks hear the term "arts education" and stop short at the word "art" when, in fact, what we are trying to accomplish is so much more. 

About a month ago, one of our teen students’ parents called my office to talk about a recent program we concluded with a group that helps at-risk high school students deemed unable to cope in a “regular” classroom environment get back on track, both academically and socially. She wanted to thank me first for offering scholarships to all of the participants and then for simply developing the series of workshops. As we began to chat about the group and all of the progress they made, she broke down into tears saying that the program completely reopened the lines of communication between she and her son, who have not been able to talk without arguing for a very long time. She mentioned that it took some time, but gradually her son came home wanting to describe the projects he was working on in the ceramics studio and eventually, thinking about ways to incorporate the work into his regular high school curriculum. Though it may not seem too far of a stretch for our general constituency of artists, this was clearly a breakthrough for this woman and I felt a sincere sense of gratitude for having touched her family’s life in some small way.

While we may not be saving lives, I profoundly believe that we are making lives more fulfilling, and for many, offering life-changing experiences. Whether it’s the Baldwin High School student I met at last weekend’s Portfolio Day who had no intention of going to art school, but by the end of the say felt like he “actually (had) a future as an artist” and felt like he “finally figured it out,” the students I met at this year’s Annual Student Exhibition who were joined by family & friends to celebrate their very first exhibition, visibly thrilled to be shown alongside their teachers and mentors, or receiving a note on our Facebook page saying, “Hui No'eau gave me the confidence to be an artist. I did ceramics and photography and had one of my paintings exhibited when I was 18 years old. Since then I went to Art Center College of Design to study photography and got sucked into computer graphics. This lead me into the CGI business for feature and animated films. Some day I would love to come and speak at the Hui and tell others how inspiring it is and what it did for me,” I believe it is these individual accounts that need to be shared to make our message clear.

As I finished telling the gentleman from the health reform organization these stories, he completely changed his perspective and said to me, rather surprised, “that is really remarkable. Why don’t I know more about this?”

I will leave this response to you. How have the visual arts made an impact on your life? What’s your story?

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Master Blaster

Stevie Wonder said it best when he belted out to the masses and their inebriated selves: "Bet you didn't know you would be jammin til the break of dawn...Jammin...Jammin...JAM ON." This weekend, the boy and I traded our souls to the devil for two days of debauchery on the wee island of Molokai, playing witness to a radical tradition of 40-something-year-old, hard-core paddlers, their love of booze, and most importantly, costumes that beg new meaning of the word "ridiculous." 

What started as a group of 7 under-40 cheerleaders quickly became a team of 2 as we woke at 5 am to catch the 7 am from Lahaina Harbor and onto a treacherous 2-hour slap-crazy boat ride to Molokai. Most in their right mind would not opt for this particular way to begin a relaxing day off of work, but with the promise of live music, cheap lodging, free eats, unlimited beers and witnessing our paddling buddies at their worst, the invitation could not have been more enticing to us. Upon our 9 am arrival, we quickly popped open a case of Heineken, the unofficial beer of Hawaii. (From Ireland to Australia to Hawaii, I will never understand the fascination with this beer when there are things like Guinness, Blue Moon and IPA out there, but that is neither here nor there, just a swift diversion from what will surely be yet another "you had to be there" Kelly story). Day 1 was simply about registering the teams, rigging the canoes, checking into the hotels and getting to know our new digs, a neighborhood our friends described as "utterly untouched since the 1950's"- a description rarely heard of any other sister island but quite apparent, even to us newcomers. Town consists of a tiny strip of small businesses where everybody knows everybody, most people buy on the honor system, signs are handmade in all their be bop font glory- even the dogs are well-known, it basically rules. 6 hours of drinking & swimming later, we land at the Hotel Molokai with our cartons of Big Daddy's Philippine cuisine and a hankering to put on our dancing shoes. I want to say the band consisted of 6 huge dudes, but it could just as easily have been 16 they were jamming so hard and we were, all of us, not letting one single note go to waste. What better way to prepare for a 6-mile canoe race in the sweltering heat of morning than by drinking face for 12 hours straight the day before? This is my kind of people. The evening ends with a super sketchy trek down a back alleyway in the center of town knocking on a rickety old door standing in 3 inches of rain water requesting "the works" from a little girl who simply nods, then slams the door in our faces. It takes everything within my power to formulate a swift decision between busting out laughing and making a run for it, but before I can fully weigh the pros & cons, an adorable little baker produces armfuls of Molokai sweet bread and everyone starts hi-five'ing in all directions. Later I'm told it is a very important Molokai custom to do these midnight bread runs at the Kanemitsu Bakery and that all my worries were for naught. OK, this is really my kind of people. (Learn more)

Day 2 had everyone scrambling into their amazing costumes (as all teams are strongly advised, and incentivized, to have one) and trucking back & forth from hotels to the race point. There, we met the beer officials, learned the in's & out's of the race (after each 1-mile leg, everyone in the boat must chug 1 beer. The official turns it over to confirm no beer has been left un-chugged. In the event of such a foul, the paddler will be asked to kindly pop open a second beer, chug, and be on their merry way or face disqualification. Ps, this is really, really freaking hard...which is what makes it really, really freaking hilarious). The teams are OFF and we're racing to the truck to make it from mile marker to mile marker before the canoes do, with Luigi our trusty Italian escort and Tyson, the coast guard helicopter flying beer official in tow. After much hard laughter and 5 mile markers, we arrive at the harbor to greet the ladies team (6th place) and later, the men's (1st place!!)- all about ready to pass out just as soon as they finish bailing the vomit from their outriggers. Instead, we party. Dancing is done, prizes are had, squid is earned, and the last ferry of the day is to be caught, to which we arrive just in the nick of time spilling from the cab of a ginormous red pickup. The ride home is a bit of a blur though I do have a cut up knee to show for it, not to mention a 2-day old hangover. 2 for 2. A nice, even trade for my maiden voyage to the island of Molokai for my first (of many, I hope) Master Blasters. 

Friday, October 16, 2009

exactly

Thursday, October 15, 2009

warren

i have been quiet
pulling without restraint
devouring silences
storing memories in far less physical spaces
than torn pages and open books

regression
for just the right amount of time
in perfect sequence
offers a second chance (and then, a third)
to take back all the words
replaying moments
and looks that can linger (just beyond the line)

your hands have outlined a story that is dripping with temptation
i've sketched it out in my mind
it keeps me awake for hours after the crickets have gone to sleep
your hands
have done some damage
that i can feel long after you've gone
your mouth builds bridges
that lure me away from dreams
forcing recognition
and solitude
into this breezy calm

Tuesday, October 06, 2009

sandy eyes

Dear Coffee, You make me so happy- I don't think I tell you enough. You complete me.

Time to go throw some clay around a wheel. Remind me to gossip with you about the crazies. 

Oh, and 52-weeks starts any second now. Me, Jazu & Meredith. Time to feel inspired. Time for a lot of things.

Happiness.